June 27, 2011

I'm Leaving My Fears Behind Me Now

Sorry I have been unable to blog. Life is busy, but not unbarable. And I have no excuse with why I should not be writing. I just have not been on the computer at all... thanks to my iPhone.
Since mom is working full time now, we are still moving in, and I have no job of my own yet, I have taken the job of holding down the fort. I have really enjoyed house keeping, and hope to do it if I get married one day. There is not one thing I found that I don't enjoy doing. I love cleaning, doing laundry, planning meals, grosery shopping, making dinner, etc. One thing I have found as I'm keeping the house, is how much my mom has done for us these 21 years. She has put up with a lot, and I find myself being more and more greatful for her, and what she has done! What a blessing she is to me, and an amazing rolemodle! I love you, mom!
I wish I could say it's been "easy breezy"... but it hasn't. I have not been content with life. Being at home all the time, and not having a job has been hard. And the worries of not having a job, no car, and no money coming in for bills has me a little uptight. I applied for Starbucks almost two weeks ago, and I'm still praying! It's right across from my mom's job, so it would be great for sharing the car.
At my community group a week ago, the ladies prayed for me for this very thing. Don't you love how God works? This past week, I had peace! It was amazing! Answer to prayer!
Last night we had worship night at church, and God was so amazing to work again!!! He spoke to me throught a few songs, both of which He has used many times in the last 8 months. God Moves and Completly Done.
They played God Moves first. He used the whole song to speak to me, but verse one stood out, and they played it several times.
God moves in a mysterious way
His wonders to perform
He plants His footsteps in the sea
And rides upon the storm
Deep in His dark and hidden mines
With never-failing skill
He fashions all His bright designs
And works His sovereign will

"With never-failing skill, He fashions all His bright designs, and works His sovereign will!" At this point, I was overwelmed with His grace! Isn't He good? That verse in Isaiah kept popping in my head, (41:13) "For I, the LORD your God, hold your right hand; it is I who say to you, "Fear not, I am the one who helps you."
Right after this, what song did they play? Completly Done. I love this song, it's one of my favorite songs of all time. And just like the other, God used the whole song to speak to me. But verses one and two stood out.
What reason have I to doubt
Why would I dwell in fear
When all I have known is grace
My future in Christ is clear

 
My sins have been paid in full
There’s no condemnation here
I live in the good of this
My Father has brought me near
I’m leaving my fears behind me now
"What reason have I to doubt?" He's got it all under control! Not me, and oh how I am thankful for that!
He was telling me to let go of my fears, He's got a plan!!! Isn't He amazing how he speaks to us? "I'm leaving my fears behind me now!" Or as my cousin Olivia use to say, "pe-pind". I'm leaving my fears pe-pind me now!!!!!!

June 08, 2011

Get Them Gators!

So once again I failed to post on Tuesday my infatuation. I thought about it Monday, and when Tuesday came around,  I totally forgot. So here it is.
Ever heard of the show Swamp People? It comes on Discovery Channel on Wednesdays, and is amazing! I think my own family would agree with me when I say it's a new favorite. There's just nothing like a bunch of hillbillies making boo koos of money! We like Troy the best, and one reason is because he reminds us of my mom's grandfather, Paw-paw. But then also he just seems like he has fun doing what he does.
Little by little I am discovering that I truely have southern blood. Such as Josh Turner being my favorite music artist... I like to shoot guns... I enjoy fishing... and now I want to go gator hunting! At least I don't talk like one though!

Chapter 5: Home Sweet Home

This past Saturday was one week since we have been in VA. And to tell the truth, it feels like we never left. We have such great friends, and oh how we missed it those two years in P'cola.
Our house is small... a little to small you might say. I think it would be a great house for a family of small children. But a family of five adults... it's a tight. So it's a good thing we are a close family. We call it the cottage, cuz that's exactly what it feels like. A plus side is, it's easy to clean!
If you know my family well, you know we like to make jokes about a lot of things. So it wasn't long before we had jokes about the house. Such as our crazy mailman. Everyday he drives back and forth at least 3 times, as if he forgot something. So we say he is on crack.
The cats across the street are HUGE! We thought they were dogs at first... so they are the cats on steroids.
You may think my family is weird... but I love it! Would not ask for another family.

June 03, 2011

Chapter 4: On Our Way

Bright and early (well for me bright and early, 7:30) we woke up to say our goodbyes. When the many hugs and tears were done, we headed our way to VA at 9am central. With 4 adults, 2 dogs, and 1 cat in one van, it was a rather long day. And thanks to Mr. Hagen for coming down to help dad with driving the 26 foot moving truck!
After many hours on the road, we arrived in VA at 2am central, 3am eastern. What a relief to finally be here... home!

A Snapshot from Life

05/27/2011 - Road trip!

A Snapshot from Life

05/26/2011 - Moving day!