I'm Leaving My Fears Behind Me Now

Sorry I have been unable to blog. Life is busy, but not unbarable. And I have no excuse with why I should not be writing. I just have not been on the computer at all... thanks to my iPhone.
Since mom is working full time now, we are still moving in, and I have no job of my own yet, I have taken the job of holding down the fort. I have really enjoyed house keeping, and hope to do it if I get married one day. There is not one thing I found that I don't enjoy doing. I love cleaning, doing laundry, planning meals, grosery shopping, making dinner, etc. One thing I have found as I'm keeping the house, is how much my mom has done for us these 21 years. She has put up with a lot, and I find myself being more and more greatful for her, and what she has done! What a blessing she is to me, and an amazing rolemodle! I love you, mom!
I wish I could say it's been "easy breezy"... but it hasn't. I have not been content with life. Being at home all the time, and not having a job has been hard. And the worries of not having a job, no car, and no money coming in for bills has me a little uptight. I applied for Starbucks almost two weeks ago, and I'm still praying! It's right across from my mom's job, so it would be great for sharing the car.
At my community group a week ago, the ladies prayed for me for this very thing. Don't you love how God works? This past week, I had peace! It was amazing! Answer to prayer!
Last night we had worship night at church, and God was so amazing to work again!!! He spoke to me throught a few songs, both of which He has used many times in the last 8 months. God Moves and Completly Done.
They played God Moves first. He used the whole song to speak to me, but verse one stood out, and they played it several times.
God moves in a mysterious way
His wonders to perform
He plants His footsteps in the sea
And rides upon the storm
Deep in His dark and hidden mines
With never-failing skill
He fashions all His bright designs
And works His sovereign will
"With never-failing skill, He fashions all His bright designs, and works His sovereign will!" At this point, I was overwelmed with His grace! Isn't He good? That verse in Isaiah kept popping in my head, (41:13) "For I, the LORD your God, hold your right hand; it is I who say to you, "Fear not, I am the one who helps you."
Right after this, what song did they play? Completly Done. I love this song, it's one of my favorite songs of all time. And just like the other, God used the whole song to speak to me. But verses one and two stood out.
What reason have I to doubt
Why would I dwell in fear
When all I have known is grace
My future in Christ is clear

 My sins have been paid in full
There’s no condemnation here
I live in the good of this
My Father has brought me near
I’m leaving my fears behind me now
"What reason have I to doubt?" He's got it all under control! Not me, and oh how I am thankful for that!
He was telling me to let go of my fears, He's got a plan!!! Isn't He amazing how he speaks to us? "I'm leaving my fears behind me now!" Or as my cousin Olivia use to say, "pe-pind". I'm leaving my fears pe-pind me now!!!!!!